t is a great pity
that reading, whether fiction or non-fiction, is not considered a priority in
children’s education here. For one, if books weren’t taxed, there would be a
proliferation of public libraries with modern facilities in every town and
municipality, classrooms would have suitable classics for students to read and
teachers require weekly book reports.
As it is, do you see one wretched billboard marring the
landscape advertising books rather than boobs? Of course not, and by this time
you should also figure out that it’s not encouraged because knowledge is power
and who wants an empowered, intelligent, and knowledgeable populace?
When my late husband, who was another bookworm, wanted to
open a bookstore, a friend suggested – if he didn’t want to go bankrupt – that
selling comics would be more profitable. Try asking people what they’re reading
these days and you’d be surprised by some of the answers. The most common is
"nothing; haven’t got the time." But think of how much time is wasted on texting
jokes or for that matter going to the parlor where you could actually read a
book rather than the glossies to see whether your photo appeared or not.
Be that as it may, for those who still believe in the written
word here are some notable publications that you ought to have on your shelves
or beside your beds or atop chairs if you’ve run out of space.
"Myself, Elsewhere" is Carmen Guerrero Nakpil’s paean to an
Ermita and a Manila that is gone. I once asked the author some years ago why no
notable Filipino writer (herself included of course) had written about the war
and her answer was that it was too painful. (There’s Javellana’s "Without Seeing
the Dawn" but that was published ages ago and is no doubt out of print.) That is
perhaps something that none of us who didn’t suffer a trauma can understand.
There are things too difficult for words.
Ms. Guerrero’s style is a pleasure to read. It is succinct,
sharply ironic (as she herself admits), and bitter. You do not lose a young
husband, a home, relatives, friends and a "home" town without losing something
of that belief that "God’s in His heaven/All’s right with the world." I imagine
many of her generation will identify with observations about that world gone by
like for instance her not being allowed to look out of the front window of her
house! Certainly the prejudices and biases of the era come through clearly,
propriety, religiosity, an emphasis on manners and appearances but a belief in
culture and urbanity as well. Get yourself a copy; it’s a world you’ll never
know.
In contrast in style and even point of view is another book
on the experience of WW II in the borough next door to Ermita, the town of
Malate developed by the American, Henry Jones. You have to understand that the
south of the Pasig got the brunt of the savagery of the Japanese and it was here
that massacres occurred – the unconscionable horrors at the German Club in San
Marcelino, the atrocities at De la Salle in Taft Avenue and the carnage at Rizal
Memorial complex on Vito Cruz. (This is another reason why congressmen and
councilors have no business changing street names; these are historical if they
even know what the word means.). Lourdes Reyes Montinola’s "Breaking the
Silence" although printed in 1996 it is a must-read for those interested in the
history of the Philippines and the war that destroyed a country. The title says
it all; it took Ms. Montinola half a century to be able to speak about the
slaughter of almost her entire family. Two brothers survived because they were
elsewhere. What comes through in her story is pain: "Words fail me again, as I
conjure what happened next. Once more, I want to skirt the issue. Five decades
have not erased the horror and the hurt." As with Ms. Montinola, I think we owe
it to ourselves and read their stories to "honor" those that time and memory and
expediency have cast into oblivion.
Finally, a compelling young writer, Lisa Ottiger, has written
a book "In My Absence" about a search for a grandfather she’s never known who
was killed during the war She, of course, never suffered that war personally but
only vicariously through her mother and grandmother’s loss. However, this is a
writer and a poet with tremendous talent with words, and at her startling best
her images are stunningly lyrical, describing a light as "knife-edged," of
herself as "… the child I was, pained, awkward, hoping someone would speak to
me, hoping someone would see me for the first time." Of alienation: "I learned
to read a room’s silence…" It’s true you can be taught to write adequately but
you don’t acquire that particular spark – you’ve either got it or you don’t.
In the same manner that Lourdes Montinola coped with pain and
loss by not speaking about it, Lisa’s grandmother never talked to her daughter
about events that had happened more than fifty years and the father she had
never known "until she began to die."
The slim volume includes her poems, letters written between
1942 and 1945 by her grandfather as a POW in Bacolod that bring him back, and
vignettes on her grandmother’s life with observations that make the characters
vividly alive: "And then Grandma had to wait for four more years because William
Harrington reasoned that he couldn’t afford both a wife and a polo pony, and in
four years the pony would be old but my grandmother wouldn’t."
It isn’t often that you find a young poet with a wry sense of humor that can
make you smile.