By Michelle Nichols
NEW YORK — Hotel heiress Paris Hilton
launched a post-jail media make-over, vowing to shed her
party-girl image and prove she is a changed person after serving
three weeks behind bars for violating probation in a
drunken-driving case.
"I’m a good person. I’m a compassionate
person. I have a big heart. I’m sincere, and they’ll see,"
Hilton told People magazine in excerpts published on Wednesday
from her first interview since getting out of jail Tuesday in
Los Angeles.
Appearing later on CNN’s "Larry King Live"
show, the 26-year-old multimillionaire said she felt bad that
many of her former fellow inmates would end up back on the
streets, and back in trouble, because they lack family or
support systems.
"I want to help set up a place where these
women can get themselves back on their feet ... kind of a
transitional home," she said. "I know I can make a difference."
Hilton acknowledged she has long enjoyed the
Hollywood party scene but added, "It’s not going to be the
mainstay of my life anymore."
"I’ve definitely matured and grown a lot from
this experience," she told King. "I could be a more responsible
role model."
She spoke in both interviews about why she
was briefly released to home detention after just three days in
jail – a move swiftly overruled by a judge after a public outcry
over whether she was given special treatment.
"I was basically in the fetal position,
basically in hysterics ... and having severe anxiety and panic
attacks," Hilton said in the People interview.
She told King she has suffered from
claustrophobia since childhood, and in jail was forced to just
"deal with it."
"I read letters, I wrote in my journal, and I
would just close my eyes and pretend I was somewhere else."
On Tuesday, Los Angeles County Sheriff Lee
Baca raised the issue of suicide – but stopped short of saying
Hilton had been in danger of harming herself – when he explained
to the county Board of Supervisors why he had placed Hilton
under house detention.
Hilton, who spoke to People at her
grandfather’s Bel Air mansion said she spent time in jail
reading the Bible and praying to God for strength.
"There was a nun who works at the jail for
all the ladies, and she would come every day and we would pray,"
she said. "There were girls next to me. ... We could talk
through the vents and they were just really sweet."
During her first week in jail, Hilton called
television journalist Barbara Walters and pledged to change her
party-going ways and give new meaning to her life by pursuing
charity work.
The incarceration of the young socialite and
actress, who lampooned her own persona as a clueless child of
privilege on the reality TV show "The Simple Life," ignited a
media frenzy and debate about celebrity justice.
The saga hit a crescendo when Hilton was placed briefly under
house detention, sparking an uproar over what many saw as
preferential treatment. A Los Angeles Times analysis, however,
found her sentence far exceeded those served by most inmates for
similar offenses. – Reuters